During my exchange period, one of my friend told me that you can do anything you want in your life, as long as you think it worths. However, you never do the things you know you may regret.
This is the first time I feel horribly awful since my coming back. I was used to be confident of looking for jobs because I knew I have the ability, I knew my strengths, my weaknesses and the most important thing is that I was kind of an optimistic person. Having a master degree right after my graduation was never one of the options before. But then I discovered that I might want to further obtain a master degree relating to the PR and Communications especially I gonna work in the PR industry after seeing an ad by BU communications faculty (and by HKCU), I knew it was too late as most of the application deadlines are over. I regret that why couldn't I search and prepare and even think deliberately before making any crucial decisions in my life.
I really need someone to talk to, I need anyone who is experienced, positive-minded to tell me I should have my confidence back. Damn it. I feel sad when I see you guys are still playing childish games and I don't even want to say a word to you.
